hate all those people who turn against you, treat you like an enemy, thinking your incapable, share the glory, take the pain alone, full off shit.

Benjamin
1:31 PM

well.... i never ever felt like this before. well its so shit to feel this way. if you can understand me than its ok. A burning feeling so horrible it tears me inside. my head feels as though its splitting, i cant take it. I cant stand it but i cant expose it yet, the times not right. Life sux

Benjamin
10:52 PM

OK posting is out. Who cares. tell u wat i did today. i went to play LAN after such a long time but still with alot of people it was fun. i wonder if any of my friends understand the way i think and not just those predictable gaming stuff but like serious thoughts. OK u all probable going hahaha me? serious thoughts? hahaha. ok now posting.... Ngee Ann Polytechnic: Aerospace Technology

Benjamin
8:28 PM

wow long time never go pasir ris park and east coast park. was fun, rain made it cool the whole day and COLD the whole night. the rain ruin the sun rise and makes this shit wait from 1-6 a bunch of wasted time. to me it wont be wasted, i didnt mind the wait, time flew from 4 onwards, spirits were lifted. some people snapped back into reality and really had life injected into them. really worst is the incapability to solve their own problem due to the illusions of the mind and complain about it. its sickening to hear. i know i seem heartless but hey, its like.... too tought to explain now. but overall it was nice, really enjoyable

Benjamin
7:08 PM